-Not Very Sure-

I'm not very sure where I am headed in life. Most days I feel like i am lost in a land that I do not even know. I keep looking around and wondering if I am headed in the right direction. I feel the only thing I can do is pray that I am lead in the right direction. Trusting God and others has never been a strong point of mine. I am working on it but it's hard for be... I'm learning that the more I work on it I can start to do it. It is just that so many people have stabbed me in the back and lied to me in the past. I'm always on my guard and watching out for those who I need to be looking out for. I can me hard at times.

It always take a while for me to let someone into my life. If I let someone into my life they still have to "earn" another level of trust. I know some of this may not make much sense. But it is just how I feel. Not many realize how their Lies can really hurt other. So next time you try to talk behind some ones back or lie to that persons face just makes sure it is worth that relationship. Ask yourself do you really want to hurt this person?

-Ash-